well i've never felt this distant from you before,i dont know what happened to us.its either u've already moved on with ur life or im just being paranoid.we used to talk to each other almost everyday to the extent as if we live together.you would comfort or advise me whenever im feeling down and likewise you'll confront me when you have problems.sigh,i miss having u around,eventho u still are,but i feel like i dont really know u anymore,the person that i think i know almost every inch of,sumhow just vanished.now we dont even talk to each other more than 20 words a day?ugh,well people do change ey?but it happened so fast..i sumhow do feel the pain/betrayed inside.i dont know why..you dont even wana talk to me whenever i call..or whenever i ask u out,you'll find excuses to reject it..you would rather talk to sum1 else than me.even if you're having any problems. you can at least tell me..better than getting me insane thinking bout was it summin i did or said that makes u push me away..it doesnt feel nice at all.i've been trying very hard to get back our bond but its not working.sigh,i hate this feeling.dear lord,please ease this pain that im bearing